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dream

MY eyes are closed and my mind is open but something is different.
My thoughts are not my own, the goals set are not mine, the accomplishments made were not for me
It seems I have lived my whole life for others not paying attention to what I want to do, or say
How I want to dress or act, Being controlled by all not just my parents, btu everyone.
It is hard for me to  feel disapointment from other people so I try to avoid the conflict by making them happy
I say quiet saying nothing as I always do
But when is enough?
I have beent told " why don't you dress like a girl?" because my style does not include skirts and dresses, high heels, and tight shirts.
I have been told "grow up" because I wanted to take my 7 and 9 year old cousins trick or treating
I have been belittled in everyway possible because my life did not meet the needs of others.
When is it ok to take my life back and live it as I want?
When is " my dreams of being an author  and a singer" acceptible?
I know being a singer is almost impossible but it doesn't hurt to dream, does it?
Have any of you ever had your dreams crush? do you know what that feels like?
The twisting of your stomach and dropping of your heart, I do not wish that on anyone
I say eneough is enough I am proud of who I am and who I want to become, no longer will I stay
silent as my body is used as a puppet, I want to be seen as me nto as what I am wanted to be.

YOu have to dream, anything less is unacceptible without dreams people have nothing to work towards.. Please if you are reading this send my your dreams And I will make sure they are heard and respected.

With this

Darkness  fades as peace comes to light
What once wasmis now again
What had most cower before it does not frighten me
With this gift that is my voice I will no longer be sad
With this love that is my heart I will nolonger be afraid
I will stand tall and love hard,
Forgiving many but forgetting nothing
With this tool that is my hand I will write my mind, place my fears into the open,
hope that all will see and applaud as we over come together.
So I hand the mike to you only asking that you use it, say what needs to be said and not what wants to be heard

What I am

A Lily Rose, Cat tail, Bolder, and Butterfly lay in a flat line across  the cool grass with morning dew still fresh. "I am a Daisy in a field of weeds, a strawberry in a bowl of dried prunes" she tells her self. "I have seen the future and am afraid of what is to come, but I know I can do something great" She picks up the Lily Rose and held it up to the sun. "I am a Lily Rose, sweet, and two great flowers in one, I am delicate and loved by many, but i am also one of a kind" She laid the flower back down  and picked up another one, a Cat tail. "I am a Cat tail my skin is touched by the sun, a brown so confident in it self and always standing tall. Like a Cat tail i stand above my surroundings" she put down the Cat tail  and walked over to the bolder, putting both hands on the side of it she said "I am a rock, strong and firm, I will not be moved. When put in pressure I will become something great, a diamond"  she sits by a leaf with a muticolored butterfly  resting on it. " I am a butterfly, I am beautiful and elegant, and I will fly one day" The girl stood up and walked upon the field  to a watering hole. There were grazing sheep, feedind cows and butting bulls. " I am a bull; I will not stop fighting for what I want , I will push and drive until there is no more competition. I will never give up or stop charging when I am close to my destiny"

Pics from paris

CHECKING IN

Im in London right now for the first time. just left Paris. I miss everyone and I'M HAVING A GRET TIME, IM FINE AND WILL BE LEAVING TO GO HOME TOMORROW. LOVE YOU ALLL

What hero would you be?

Have you ever wanted to be a hero when you were little? A super hero with super powers and secret identities. I did, I wanted to be like

the lone ranger but with powers. I had a black hat and called myself the shadow ranger.

Or did you pretend you were

the villian that would stop at nothing to defeat his enemy.