Left behind

The walls hold a truth hidden from the rest of us, an unspoken silence that haunts this place.

Windows hold dreams of leaving this place

The floors carry the weight of the world but carry no praise for letting us stand

the long forsaken creaks become silenced as well.

The forgotten memories of her only girl slowly disappeared along with the hopes and dreams of her son. Stains left from days where her husband drank like a fish and struck her under confused anger. Doors lock in the steady screams that no one hears, and scratches scarred the floor from being dragged and locked away like unwanted clothes.

Possesions left behind in the fight for life.

The front door....
The only hope this had.
But they never made it to the otherside

TOny,me and TT

MY second dad I love so much, my tiny sister too.

I say we kinda look alike but tell me is it true? I have a lot of family and love them all to death, so heres my dad and baby girl.

His Story

His eyes shine through the dark yet he can not be seen,
His voice carries for miles yet he is never heard,
As big as his heart is he only loves half as much,
Is mind is filled with the pressure of it all,
But he does not break.

Instead he moves on to a new spot and screams louder and looks harder,
But he is still not heard or seen as people walk by him unware he is there,
One girl stops at the moving of his lips and although she can't hear him at first, his eyes tell a story,
A story she knows to well.


She tells him to follow her to a mountain top and he does,
The dusty rode they take is slicked with ice and loose rocks,
At one point he slips only holding on by a hand on a rock,
The girl leans over and says "Do you trust me?"



He hesisates fore he only had to depend on himself,
"Do you trust me?" she reapeats
"Yes" he finally says now losing his grip on the rock,
"The you have to let go".

Once agian he hesistates over thinking the impact of the fall,
"Trust me... and let go" Now her eyes shined as bright as his and he could read her story,
Her eyes let him know it was ok to let go,
And her smile told him he wouldn't be hurt.


He let go but he did not fall instead he flew,
Fore she had wings and now so did he,
He was heard by everyone that day as he told the story of the angel that saved him,
And she told the angels of the man who saved her.

Shining star

"A yellow star shines with a happy ray of light glowing red. He does not notice the other stars are yellow and shine with a white ray . He does know that the sky around him is dark , and that he has to shine to be seen from earth, but shine brighter to be remembered"

-Angie B.

My sun, my moon and my star

My brother is life, my soul, my hopes, my dreams, my heart

His smile can light my darkest day, its hard when we're apart

I love my brother because I should I know he loves me too

When Im with this tiny boy we have so much to do.

He doesn't fuss a lot I know, unless I have to leave

But this is for my baby boy you mean a lot to me

you down with O.P.D?

It will be ok

Tears fill my eyes as I look up at the sky but I refuse to let myself cry.

I refuse to feel bad for myself anymore, as my mother said why live in the past if we are in the future.

But the fact of the matter is we need the past to not only build the future but to learn from it.

Scares left unseen to others eyes but will always be known by me. I have gotten so good at pretending everything is ok I'm starting to believe it. People look at me and see nothing wrong, they see a simple smile plastered on my face reminding them of good times. They do not see eyes that fight back pain and tears. They see in my walk a since of pride and togetherness instead of the weakness and insecruities in every step.

But I will left my head up and soon everything is ok will not be an act on the t.v. of my life, It will nolonger be pretending.

I will place my fears, and scares at the door